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Good Morning!

I'm awake, and you are the first person that I'm talking to do today...this is my morning brain fart....!!!!!!!! 

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Pura vida

Pura vida

Pura vida from the Forbidden Fruit series

Photo credit: Petra Crane

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True Blood

True Blood

Dark nights at the abandoned hotel

Photo credit: Petra Crane, lighting Luke Parcell

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Stairway to Heaven

Stairway to Heaven

There's a lady who's sure

All that glitters is gold

And she's buying a stairway to heaven

When she gets there she knows

If the stores are all closed

With a word she can get what she came for

And she's buying a stairway to heaven


Photographic co...

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Nude descending a staircase

Nude descending a staircase

The artist Marcel Duchamp painted at least two Cubism-inspired paintings of overlapping nude human figures walking down a staircase in a manner in which both the progression and each step taken could be seen at once. These paintings are named. Nude Descending a Staircase Number 1 and Num...

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Domestic Pleasure

Domestic Pleasure

New collection of photos with photographer Jamie Keys

For this collection I wanted to explore the connection between home and the erotic

These photos were taken in my home at my invitation

You, are the first to see this new collection

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Trust

Trust

Inspired by Shibari (Japanese Rope Tying/Bondage)

Sign up to my $50 tier - 50 Shades of Suze - To see the Shibari Performance video I recently uploaded!


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Fully Festive

Fully Festive

Christmas is.......almost....over........but not until you have eaten everything in sight!!!!!!!!

Photo credit: Petra Crane

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Juicy Fruits

Juicy Fruits

From the Forbidden Fruit collection

Photo credit: Petra Crane

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Happy Christmas!!!!

Happy Christmas!!!!

Wishing you an amazing day filled with laughter and fun, or if Christmas is a time of year that brings up a whole bunch of unwelcome emotion, I wish for you, the strength to be true to yourself and do whatever your heart wants to do.

I'm excited to share in my $50 tier the first off...

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Happy Christmas!!!!!!!

It's Christmas!

Today I am sharing with you, for the first time, my film London Baby, that I co-produced, acted in and co-wrote.

London Baby was officially selected for 3 film festivals in 2017; Galway (Ireland) Atlanta (America) and Budapest (Hungary)

P...

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Christmas Eve

Happy Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Christmas is a funny time of year, emotions flying high, traditions being met or broken, we all have a particular relationship with this time of year, it's either that we feel lonely, or that we absolutely love it, or hate it, can't wait for it to be over, s...

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Christmas Eve!

Christmas Eve!

Christmas is tomorrow....what kind of day have you planned for yourself?

Imagine how many different Christmases there must be around the world!

I'd love to hear about your day...where in the world you are....what kind of things you do...

Sleep well and sweet dreams, may all your...

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Entitled to Pleasure

Entitled to Pleasure

This image talks of opening the door to pleasure, of how we open the door just a crack and let some light in, on something which we may more often keep secret.

Inviting a look, inviting a conversation, luring the other into the question

How free could we be?

I haven't chosen the...

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Restless Sea (in colour)

Restless Sea (in colour)

Photo credit: Petra Crane

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"No Escape They R Watching"

"No Escape They R Watching"

These messages have a strong meaning to me. Having let go of the life I had in London. Twenty years, where the scrutiny of CCTV, started to play on the sanity of my mind. Is it healthy to be watched? 

I wanted to take two meanings from these words. 

When is it a violation to...

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"Nice Artwork II"

"Nice Artwork II"

Photo by Jamie Keys

When I create art, for me, it's all about playing. It's about starting with an idea, a location, a prop, a costume, a theme, something close to my heart or simply something I want to explore or express, and then from that place making a start and seeing what comes up. Wh...

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"Nice Artwork"

"Nice Artwork"

Entitled to Pleasure is all about exploring my relationship with pleasure. 

I remember when one of my patrons (say hello if that was you ;-)) said that I like to be watched, and yet, if someone were to tell me that, or to make a sexual comment , that I would get offended. I agree. Ther...

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Better person

Another deep share! In this video I talk about my process of healing.

Meeting this new person in my life is bringing up all kinds of emotions, They are coming up for healing. More waves of emotions to process. I don't know if you are even into doing deep personal reflections and deep inner ...

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Nightime Caves

Nightime Caves

Photo credit: Petra Crane

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Back at ya

Back at ya

The Universe has a lot in store

When we let go of what's not serving us

We find a lot more

Spaciousness

To uncover a life

We really adore

When life is not going your way, it's too full, too fast, too much

Surrender.

Throw it up to the Universe

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Insecurity

Enjoying the luxury of two nights in a beautiful hotel. Aware that transparency and reality are the only things which are going to cause my insecurities to settle. As Lauryn Hill says in her MTV Unplugged album "Fantasy is what we want, but reality is what we need"

The courage to share how ...

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Entitled to Pleasure

Entitled to Pleasure

You voted, and I am seriously happy to share with you the first tasters of the creative project I have been working on.

Entitled to Pleasure explores the relationship between shame and pleasure.

This is one of my favourite photos taken with photographer Jamie Keys. "So fresh & so ...

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With you

With you

For so long people have told me to be comfortable not being in a relationship. To be at peace with loneliness. To be at peace with not needing. Being completely comfortable with solitude.

As another relationship enters my life, and another man tells me he is not looking for commitment, I fe...

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The medicine of fully feeling

Connecting with myself. My awareness is rising that the only way to let go of suffering is by feeling it. By integrating it into my system. Wim Hof is one of my medicines right now, and here I am resting after doing 5 rounds of breathing, and being with what comes up.

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Darkness

Darkness

At night

 I crave 

To be alone

With the darkness

and only the sound

of

my 

imagination


Photo credit: Petra Crane Check out Petra's Instagram https:/...

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Let's sit

Let's sit

From the natural nude series

Photo credit : Petra Crane

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Christmas Countdown

Christmas Countdown

The Christmas Countdown is under way on the $50 tier - 50 Shades of Suze. 

It's been hot, cold, fun, honest and then I  got sick with Vertigo and decided to reflect in full authenticity of where I  was at, what I want to create and how much I want my patrons to enjoy what I a...

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Shibari

You asked for it!

It's here!

You are the first to see it.

This is the first Shibari (japanese bondage) experience that I had at a workshop with a German Shibari master. This is often performed in performance.

Enjoy!

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The votes are in!

The votes are in!

Thank you to everyone who voted in the poll!

The results are in!

Most people voted to see the video of my 1st Shibari performance experience, London Baby and to be the very first to see all of the content that i have so far created on the journey of Entitled to Pleasure!

Excited...

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