Haha really? Damn Iβll stick to venting to my camera bc Iβm poor afff π
Tyson ASMR
2019-12-18 16:39:54 +0000 UTC
ππDon't put too much into that. I'm not gonna say therapy doesn't help, but it's as expensive AF and takes years to get anywhere. My therapist costs more per hour than my lawyer did! And generally you think of lawyers as rich and psychologists as being not that rich. Nope. π€£
2019-12-18 16:27:51 +0000 UTC
Haha Iβm glad we relate! And yes itβs literally the worst! Small talk is so draining for me. But ya I hate when people ask questions just for the sake of making conversation thatβs meaningless. Ughhh hahah at least ur in therapy!
Tyson ASMR
2019-12-18 01:56:34 +0000 UTC
Oh Tyson! Everything you said in this video was like π₯ π₯ π₯βthis is all so me! I canβt stand it when someone leans over and asks βso hows your depression going?β or if itβs a stranger βso what do you do?β I know for most people thatβs all second nature; they just do it with next to no problem. Iβm usually okay in a one on one scenario, but if you put me in a group, Iβm gonna do my best to hide in my shell like a turtle. I also get really uncomfortable if somebody asks inappropriate or personal questions the first time they meet me. This was actually an issue with my ex because he lives with like 4 very nosy roommates, and every time we wanted to go somewhere, theyβd invite themselves along. I told him about it and he just ignored me, so he can just have them! Lol. But yeah. For the longest time, I always wondered if something was wrong with me, but now I think itβs just how weβre wired, and itβs made worse by depression that shortens out your daily battery life anyway. I understand. This doesnβt make you any stranger than me. Although, Iβm in therapy. But itβs outpatient, so I canβt be too terribly weird! π