RR Lori Warren - Chapter 30
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RR Lori Warren - Chapter 30
Chapter 30 - Food for Thought
[November 18th, 2005]
Lori: Hello?
Dr. Walker: Hi Lori. This is Dr. Walker with RR Labs. Howâre you doing?
Lori: Oh, hi Dr. Walker. Iâm okay, you?
Dr. Walker: Iâm well. Have I caught you at a bad time? I hear yelling in the background.
Lori: No, no; everything is okay here. Iâm at the beach with the girls.
Dr. Walker: Oh! I donât want to interrupt. Iâd be happy to caâ
Lori: âOh, no youâre fine, Dr. Walker! I need to get out of the sun anyway or Iâm going to look like a lobster tomorrow. Just one minute.
Lori: [shuffling]
Lori: [phone down at her hip] Girls...Iâll be right back. I just have to take this call. Keep an eye on Isabella, please; I donât know those boys sheâs talking toâŠâŠ.no Vicky, you can watch her from hereâŠ.no she can keep talking to them, you donât...Victoria Grace, just WATCH her, alright? My goodness!
Lori: [sand shifting under bare feet]
Lori: âŠâŠ.Okay, Iâm back. Iâm so sorry about that.
Dr. Walker: It's absolutely no problem, Lori! I really appreciate you taking the time to speak with me.
Lori: Of course. What is this about?
Dr. Walker: Well, our paperwork here says that it's been 2 months since you received subject-298m.
Lori: Oh, goodness..has it been that long?
Dr. Walker: Indeed it has! Fifty-seven days to be exact. How is everything going?
Lori: Things are going great. Weâve been working on the DDM like the Rear Housing Guide says and weâre making some great progress. Weâre up to 13 hours a day!
Dr. Walker: Thatâs wonderful, Lori! Iâm very happy to hear that; 13 hours is such an important milestone. Your subject now spends more of his day with your buttocks than without them. Itâs a great DDM for now.
Lori: Yeah, I feel okay with staying at 13 hours for now, but sometimes we go even longer. It's pretty easy since he sleeps with me almost every night now.
Dr. Walker: Is he with you today?
Lori: Yes, he is! But donât worry, I wouldn't dare take him out even for a second here. Too many seagulls flying around looking for food!
Dr. Walker: Iâm happy that occurred to you, Lori. Itâs unfortunately happened to less attentive Participants before. How is he handling the heat?
Lori: I havenât taken him out of my bottom so he hasnât had to deal with the sun directly. Whenever we do a beach trip, Isabella and Victoria like to swim while Gina and I will usually tan.
When you called I was tanning my back so it must have been pretty steamy between my cheeks with the sun beating down on them. Heâs a real trooper though!
Dr. Walker: So while he is completely protected from the sun by your buttocks, he still has to deal with them heating up while you are tanning.
Lori: Thatâs exactly it. Not to be gross but...the heat makes things quite sweaty too.
Dr. Walker: Iâm a doctor, Lori! Donât ever feel like youâre going to âgross me outâ with information like this. Perspiration is a part of rear housing and itâs something that your subject has no choice but to accept! I donât imagine that this is anything new for the subject, considering he has been living in your backside for 2 months now!
Lori: Youâre right, youâre right. He isnât really struggling all that much either so I suppose heâs probably okay with it.
Dr. Walker: Iâm sure he is. Probably even grateful if you think about it. Something of his size and strength simply canât survive outside of your rear. If somehow the seagulls didnât make a meal of him, the sun would dry his body out so quickly. He needs the protection of your glutes, Lori.
Lori: Oh, I donât even like thinking about what would happen if he were out here, Dr. Walker! I usually cool off in the water for a few minutes throughout the day but didnât want to risk taking him out...even though my youngest offered SEVERAL TIMES to hold him.
Dr. Walker: Oh, how sweet of her!
Lori: How âsomethingâ of her, alright!
Dr. Walker: Well, I hope it's not been too much of an inconvenience having him there with you today. Please keep in mind that it's possible to enjoy the water and keep him safe in your bottom all at the same time.
Lori: How would I do that?
Dr. Walker: Very simple, Lori. Anorectal confinement.
Lori: AnorecâŠYou meanâŠshove himâŠ.up?
Dr. Walker: Surely youâve tried it by now!
Lori: Dr. Walker! Iâm not that kind of girl! ...I mean...weâve doneâŠ.other things but...well...Iâve never...not just with him but with anyoneâŠIâve never--
Dr. Walker: --Lori, it doesnât have to mean what you and society thinks it should mean. This is about keeping him safe while not sacrificing your routine or comfort. And objectively, there is no better way for you to protect him than with your rear, right?
Lori: Yes, youâre right.
Dr. Walker: Now, if you just donât feel comfortable doing something like that, then thatâs one thing. I completely understand. But not only would he be completely safe from both the heat of the beach AND the water of the ocean, but you would get to swim without worry.
Lori: WellâŠ.when you put it like that...well gee, DoctorâŠâŠâŠ.Still, I donât think I could do it. The girls...well..for the most part, the girlsâ curiosity and fascination with him has died down. They know where he is and they donât really ask questions about him anymore. But I think walking out into the water in my one-piece without taking him out will lead to questions. And honestly, I donât think I want to field questions from my daughters aboutâŠ.anorectal confinement.
Dr. Walker: Say no more, Lori. I would never want to pressure you into something youâre not comfortable with.
Lori: Well, I wonât do it now...but I can see how something like that could be...useful.
Dr. Walker: Well, if you want to explore the concept further, we go into detail on the concept in the Rear Housing Guidebook. There is some literature, recommendations, and even advice from more senior Participants!
Lori: That sounds great, doctor; thank you. Iâll take a look.
Dr. Walker: Speaking of what we sent over with the subject, I wanted to talk to you about something. Itâs actually the reason Iâve called you today.
Lori: Oh?
Dr. Walker: Along with subject-298m, we sent a monthâs supply of our vitamin regimen.I checked with Dr. Zhang, our vitamin researcher and coordinator; and she informed me that no replacement orders have been sent out to you.
Lori: Oh, yesâŠ.the vitamins.
Dr. Walker: Is there a problem?
Lori: Well, I havenât...opened them yet.
Dr. Walker: OhâŠâŠâŠâŠI see.
Lori: I had planned on it, just like we discussed when we set this whole thing up. I justâŠ
Dr. Walker: âŠ
Lori: âŠ.It just felt like too much too soon.
Dr. Walker: I understand Lori. This is a lot of change for you and it's all very confusing so--
Lori: --not so much for me...Iâm talking about him.
Dr. Walker: For him? Lori...I have to be honest with you, I think youâre making a mountain out of a molehill here.
Lori: How so?
Dr. Walker: Do you think the subject is better off without the vitamins?
Lori: I mean...I would think heâs better off eating regular foodâŠ.
Dr. Walker: I can see why you would think that, Lori. I would think that too if I hadnât seen the research data. In reality, the subject would really be completely fine with being transitioned over to the vitamin regimen. They are designed specifically to make the transition from traditional food that much easier!
Lori: It just seems like so much to put him through, doctor. I mean...he lives in my bottom every single day, 13 hours a day...sometimes much longer. And you should see how excited he gets when, after a long day of work, he gets to come out and enjoy a snack or tasty drink. It really just brightens his day and honestly, I donât know if thereâs much else he can look forward to aside from that.
Dr. Walker: Well, let me ask you a question, Lori...do you ever forget?
Lori: Forget? Forget what?
Dr. Walker: To feed him.
Lori: To feed him? No, never!
Dr. Walker: Never?
Lori: âŠwell, hardly ever! I--well, as of late Iâve been working a lot more to save up some extra money...Iâve been helping Gina get ready to leave for college so there have been a few long nights at the office where I come home feeling like a zombie. Some more times where Iâd just be busy and forgetâŠbut I always make it up to him! WellâŠalmost always!
Dr. Walker: I donât mean to upset you, LoriâŠbut your subject missing a mealâŠespecially considering how much it brightens his dayâŠyour words, right? Thatâs got to be traumatic for the subject, wouldnât you agree?
Lori: ...I donât know.
Dr. Walker: Oh, use your imagination, Lori! Imagine yourself in the subjectâs position. Imagine youâve spent a straight 14 hours between a large set of restrictive buttocks;, your stomach is grumbling. Youâre feeling sick to your stomach from the absence of food. Youâre dizzy, woozy. You can even hear the woman who is housing you sitting at the dinner table. You know there is food out there, maybe even some fractional trace of the aroma finds its way through your Participantâs pants, underwear, and then through the dense glutes concealing you. It smells great but thereâs nothing for you, not until your Participant decides to feed you...and who knows when thatâll happen, right? Who knows if she will ever remember?
Lori: But I ALWAYS remember...eventually!
Dr. Walker: Well, thatâs great Lori. But he has basically already been conditioned to fear that whatever meal youâve graciously taken time from your day to deliver to him might just be the last one you remember to give. Sure, you PROBABLY will feed him, but heâs left to wonder, helplessly deep between your buttocks, if you actually will.
Lori: I know, it's just--
Dr. Walker: --but if instead of having to wait in your rear to be fed, what if he could have that power? What if he could...feed himself? Donât you see the gift of autonomy that youâre giving him? I know we talk a lot about how the subjectâs comfort comes second to yours, but you must see how he is not the only one that benefits from this arrangement.
Lori: I suppose I can see it.
Dr. Walker: I should hope so! You would never again have to concern yourself with tearing small morsels of food from your own portions. You would not have to excuse yourself from the public to feed him. Imagine attempting to feed him at work, only for a co-worker or maybe even a boss to walk in and see you inserting a morsel of food between your buttocks! That scenario cannot happen if you do not feed him morsels. You see that, right?â
Lori: YesâŠand I have worried about that before.
Dr. Walker: You would not have to stress out about forgetting. All you would have to do is take one little pill each morning.
Lori: ...and then?
Dr. Walker: As we discussed, your body would begin producing the vitamin and mineral compounds necessary for the subjectâs complete, unaided sustenance. This sustenance would be available and accessible from every part and process of your body in varying degrees and concentrations. The area where it would be most readily available and easiest to access of course would be perspiration.
Lori: So he would live off my rearâŠ.
Dr. Walker: Lori...he already lives IN it. Wouldnât it make sense for him to live OFF of it as well?
Lori: âŠ
Dr. Walker: Just take a moment to think of how liberating and freeing this would be for him.
Lori: Liberating and freeing??
Dr. Walker: What else would you call it? Whenever the subject is hungry or thirsty, he is free to indulge to his heartâs and stomachâs content. And even if the perspiration between your buttocks happens to be in short supply, he is still free to supplement with skin cells and anything else that might naturally occur in his home.
Lori: He would...never have to be hungry?
Dr. Walker: Never again! Not as long as heâs installed in your rear..or anywhere on your body, quite frankly! When did you last feed him?
Lori: âŠ.
Dr. Walker: Be honest!
Lori: ...Last night before bed.
Dr. Walker: And how long have you been at the beach?
Lori: Well, it's 6pm now...and we got here about an hour ago...
Dr. Walker: So not only has he not eaten all day but I can assure you that he has been practically submerged in the accumulating perspiration between your buttocks..is that fair to say?
Lori: ...Iâm sorry, Dr. Walker. I really was going to feed him, I hope you donât think Iâm a bad Participant.
Dr. Walker: Oh, Lori; I donât think that at all! Trust me, weâve had some bad Participants but you donât even come close. But think about it: had you been taking the vitamins, the subject would not be hungryâŠnearly starvingâŠas he almost surely is. In fact he would be SURROUNDED by an abundance of sustenance! And we are even experimenting with synthesizing pleasant tastes into the vitamin compounds. In fact, the 30-day bottle you received with the subject was a flavored variant.
Lori: I think I do remember seeing a flavor printed on itâŠone that heâs even a fan of.
Dr. Walker: WellâŠeven better! I think this is the best thing for both of you, Lori.
Lori: I donât know, doctor. Everything youâre saying makes sense but at the end of the day, it's still me telling him that he canât have normal food. Making him live off my bodily fluids? It just seems so cruel. But then again, youâre right...he wouldnât ever have to go hungry again...
Dr. Walker: Need I remind you, Lori, that we are able to offer you additional compensation if you enroll in the vitamin regimen.
Lori: Oh? âŠ.how much more?
Dr. Walker: After our Participants complete the initial 30-day supply and reorder, they automatically see a pay increase of $100 a week.
Lori: Thatâs for both of us??
Dr. Walker: Yes, thatâs right!
Lori: She could go out with her friends every weekendâŠ.
Dr. Walker: Sorry? Who could do what?
Lori: ...nothing! I...I think youâve convinced me, Dr. Walker. I will start him on the vitamin regimen tomorrow.
Dr. Walker: Thatâs great news, Lori! I promise youâre doing the right thing. This really is the best thing for both of you; heâll thank you one day!
Lori: I hope so, doctor. Heâll have you to thank as well! Had you not presented such a strong case, I might have kept feeding him normal food.
Dr. Walker: No, no! Youâre the one caring for him. Youâre the one who deserves all the glory, Lori. Iâm just telling you how I see it; at the end of the day, itâs you thatâs making this huge decision for him. Anyway, Iâve taken up way too much of your time. Iâll let you get back to your girls.
Lori: I probably should. Hopefully Isabella hasnât run off with those boys.
Dr. Walker: Sheâs your middle child, correct?
Lori: By a few minutes, yes.
Dr. Walker: Pardon?
Lori: Her and my youngest are fraternal twins, separated by only a few minutes.
Dr. Walker: Oh, I see. Well, sheâs beautiful! All your girls are. I would watch them like a hawk!
Lori: Oh yes, that is absolutely necessary. Especially Isabella. Victoria is just fine with her swimming trunks over her one-piece and Ginaâs bathing suit is not too risque, but it seems like Isabella only wants to wear bathing suits that could pass for bandanas!
Dr. Walker: Iâm sure it's just that age. I was the same way when I was her age.
Lori: You were?! Wow, I just cannot picture that, but thatâs comforting because I was not!
Dr. Walker: It's been wonderful chatting with you, Lori. Iâm glad that we had this conversation and Iâm thrilled that youâve reconsidered starting the vitamin regimen. Be sure to read all the instructions!
LorI: I will, doctor. Thanks for the call.
Dr. Walker: Goodbye.
Lori ended the call with a deep sigh. Her toes had sunk into the cushions of her flip flops and her knees were sore from standing for so long, talking on the phone. She was eager to get off her feet and get back to relaxing. Only a few steps and her bathing suit bottom was already being swallowed by the ripples of her beach buns.
Lori nervously played with the thin, black material of her swimsuit, drifting down to the stretched segment that did its best to cover her huge cheeks. With her fingers, she bounced them in that specific pattern. It was the pattern that said to everyone else within eyeshot, âLook at how much my big bottom jiggles!â, but to Michael it was their secret language. That very specific pattern of jiggling and bouncing said to the tiny stowaway, âEverything okay in there?â
She felt his very specific struggle return the response,
âYes, maâam.â
She slid her fingertips into the leg holes of her bathing suit and gently tugged down, addressing the gentle riding-up of her bottoms, careful to make sure she didnât inadvertently dislodge, from between her big, swaying cheeks, the one thing that belonged.
Lori returned to where her and her girls had set their beach towels. Isabella was coming back in from the water. Gina was tanning her front, and Lori couldnât tell if she was sleeping due to her sunglasses. Victoria was munching on one of the sandwiches theyâd packed in their cooler. Lori sat down on the soft towel and lied down, placing a small towel over her face and enjoyed the sun on her arms.
âIf youâre going to tan, you really should get a two-piece, Mom.â Isabella said, beginning the long process of toweling her beautiful hair dry.
Lori briefly pulled the towel from her face and squinted up at her daughter. âIâm completely content to tan my arms and legs, dear. We donât all need to show as much skin as you are.â
It was a playful jab, not like when Victoria or Gina would criticize Isabella for her choice of revealing clothing. In fact, Lori had been the one to purchase the white bikini barely covering her daughterâs body. Isabella was a smart girl who was going places. She had confidence, brains, a wonderful body, and self-respect. It wasnât easy at times, but Lori had to remind herself that Isabella was mature enough and old enough to make these decisions now.
Isabella could have taken the playful jab as an insult, but she didnât. She smirked at her mother and stuck her tongue out at her. Before Lori covered her face back up and resumed tanning, she watched Isabella readjust her top to make sure it was covering everything it needed toâsomehow it continued its impossible taskâand then she fell gracefully into her beach chair at Ginaâs side, watching the shirtless boys walk by.
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âTake your flip flops off before you go inside! Brush your feet off! No sand!!â Lori said to the girls as she unlocked the front door. Lori took her time, carefully and meticulously brushing at the stubborn grains of sand clinging to her soles, heels, and between each toe. Gina applied the same level of diligence in brushing off her feet as her mother and while Isabella and Victoria both wiped the bottoms and tops, Lori rolled her eyes watching the stamps of sand particles left behind on the floor by each of Isabellaâs and Victoriaâs bare feet as they marched in.
Lori went right upstairs and removed Michael from her damp bathing suit bottom. Having a larger rear than most, Lori had always experienced chafing of her inner cheeks when wearing a bathing suit but somehow, Michaelâs presence between them alleviated that problem entirely. It was as if he stood in as some silent mediator between the two fleshy spheres, and instead of rubbing each other, they just both rubbed him! She rinsed Michael off in the sink before putting him in his drawer and she got in the nice, hot shower.
She decided not to bother Michael for the rest of the night, for heâd had a busy day today. And plus, she felt a little bit guilty about the decision sheâd made for him. And she was looking for any excuse to feel less like the bad guy, and maybe a night in his drawer and away from her nethers was just what the doctor ordered.
Lori sat down and removed the box in which Michael was delivered to her. She sighed as she removed the unopened bottle of vitamins. She rattled the container and then lifted the accompanying pamphlet. Sheâd already read it once before...back when sheâd first received Michael, and now she was reading it again:
INSTRUCTIONS FOR USE:
Evening #0 - Take 3 tablets by mouth with plenty of water.
Morning #1 - Take 1 tablets by mouth with plenty of water
Continue Morning #1 dosage for as long as Participant wishes to supply subject with NDE (Nutritionally Dense Emanations).
Time and number of doses to reach NDE full fortification will vary from Participant to Participant. On average, subjects may attain sustenance from Participant emanations by Morning #2 though Participants are encouraged to have their subjects begin their attempts much earlier!
IMPORTANT NOTES TO PARTICIPANTS:
1. It is strongly recommended that you do not feed or water your subject once you begin the vitamin regimen. The lack of outside sustenance will encourage the subject to seek sustenance from NDE.
2. Continued feeding through NDE will gradually erode the subjectâs ability to process conventional foods. Please be aware that the choice you are making to wean your subject off of food could result in the subjectâs sole and permanent dependence on your NDE.
3. Current research suggests that after 1 year of the vitamin regimen, most Participants only require 1 tablet each week, sometimes less, to maintain subject-safe NDE levels. Please make an appointment with your RR doctor after 1 year of vitamin use to determine if a dosage update is right for you.
Lori nervously emptied 1 tablet into her palm and stared. Light pink, totally innocuous in appearance...yet they would have such a huge impact on Michaelâs life going forward. Was she doing this for herself or for him? She didnât mind feeding him! It wasnât that much of an inconvenience for her...only sometimes.
But she did forget once in a while. That must be terrible for him, to wonder when heâd get to eat again. Dr. Walker was right...she made a fantastic point: if Michael could satisfy his hunger whenever he wantedâŠ.if he could get all of his nutrition from Lori, without any input or action from her...wasnât that truly more liberating for him? More freedom?
She laid the tablets on her tongue and rinsed them down with her bedside glass of water. The taste was bitter. She hoped that the taste would be better for Michael in a day or two.
There was no going back now.
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