Yay! I've been so excited for you to watch this episode! It leaves me shook every time! It's such a great episode and is so intense! I knew Ben would always stay in your top two and would maybe even be your number one at some point. It's just so hard not to love his character. And the Ben and Alex scene where she dies in this episode leaves me so emotional and I remember the first time I watched it I was just as shocked as you. The writers really brought it for this episode and the season just gets even more insane.